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Week 7 Continue do research

This week, I continued to watch some animation works on the shape art platform. Some works felt abstract, while others were made to promote disabled people, but the creators were not disabled people. So I need to sift through them.

Among them, the voice gave me a deep impression. This is a stop-motion animation, which shows the negative-filled environment in the mind of the person in Imposter Syndrome. It invites the audience to think about the social and environmental inclusiveness of disabled artists, and explores the gap between expectation and reality. Arouse the society’s inclusiveness and empathy for artists with disabilities.



The work shows the inner struggles and against of the protagonists in the animation in the form of inner monologues and confrontations.

The inner voice in the dialogue tells him “You don’t listen. we don’t show an emotion, you don’t cry, you are not crazy” seems to give himself some psychological hints, and does not allow himself to show weak emotions to others.

This animation has two clues, the first clue is the world of color, it is the real world. He’s giving a speech, introducing himself.

And the black and white world is the second clue, showing the inner self-doubt and struggle he may have when he spoke, as well as some flashbacks in the past to suppress his emotions.

world of color – real world
black and white world – inner self-doubt and struggle

The one on the left said, “You must listen to me, you must not cry,” and the one on the right said, “But I want to cry.”

The pig police arrested him because he claimed to be an artist. This reflects his lack of confidence in his own creation and a sense of unease. The scrutiny of the outside world has a critical eye for him.

Side: You just have to tell them you’re happy and you’re okay, the animation shows he smiled, his heart beating in his hands:

Although the quality of the works on this platform cannot reach the quality of our common animation works, we can see some things that we want to express. Although the creative approach may not be that serious.

I found some pdf of the annual summary on the platform website:

In the pdf, I found James not only focuses on his personal artistic creation, but also sees art as a way to bring about social change. As a creator with a disability, he creates and speaks out to challenge and reshape society’s perceptions of disabled people.

Character created by James Lake

After learning all this, I felt deeply moved, because I had previously volunteered to help people with disabilities back in China. However, support for people with disabilities often remains at the basic level of ensuring physical survival. At that time, my team and I went to Nanlang Town, Zhongshan City, Guangdong Province, to shoot a promotional video about people with disabilities. It was only through conversations with local community workers and Ms. Lian, the protagonist of the film, that we came to truly understand the hardships they face in daily life.

We received a 1,000 yuan award for the film, and chose to use it to fulfill the “micro-wishes” of people with disabilities in Nan Lang Town. Before collecting data, I had imagined their wishes might be for books, or small, fun items like decorative ornaments or potted plants. But after compiling the survey results, I felt incredibly sad, many of their wishes were for adult diapers, tissues, and incontinence pads. This meant that even the basic hygiene products they rely on daily are often a financial burden. And yet, these are essentials they need to use and change every single day.

When organizations in the UK are already creating platforms for disabled people to engage in artistic expression — and achieving meaningful results (though I understand this also depends on regional differences) — some disabled individuals in small towns in my country still struggle to afford even the most basic daily hygiene necessities. This gap makes me feel deeply upset, because they are truly suffering.

Of course, much of the progress in the UK is built upon accumulated social wealth over time, so making a direct comparison isn’t entirely fair. I simply hope that my country can provide more subsidies for disabled individuals, and work to reduce the inequalities caused by geographic and regional differences.

During our interview, Ms. Lian told us that she had never been to school. We were shocked to hear that, as it was due to her disability that schools refused to accept her. Her condition was the result of an illness in childhood that was not properly treated, which left her with a limp. However, her disability does not affect those around her or other children in any way.

A social worker also shared with us that although there are now schools in Zhongshan City that accept students with disabilities, the number of available spots is limited. Often, families with stronger financial means or better connections are more likely to secure a place. Ms. Lian’s parents were farmers and had limited resources, which made it even more difficult for her to access education.

Ms. Lian’s mother once said during the interview, “If she weren’t disabled, she would have many friends.” That comment was incredibly heartbreaking.

During the filming, some neighbors came to watch and even directly asked if we were shooting something about “the child from that family with a lame leg.” Although these remarks and attitudes from people around her didn’t necessarily come from a place of malice, they could still be hurtful to Ms. Lian.

This is a relatively direct example that shows how the general public — including some social funds and even the government — still fails to ensure that people with disabilities can live, study, and work in a healthy and supportive environment.

Therefore, it becomes especially important to consider whether animation can serve as a positive medium for raising awareness and promoting inclusion. If children’s media can have a positive influence on young audiences, then future social environments may gradually become more inclusive and accepting.

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Week 6 Change topic and find new direction to research

Problems I met:

This week, I discussed my previous topic on cyberpunk and body modification with my teacher. He suggested that if I intend to conduct academic research, this topic might require reference to professional literature and theories in fields such as biology and anatomy. Since cyberpunk is not yet a real-world phenomenon—it exists primarily in novels, games, and films rather than in reality—it is difficult to base a study on how body modification might affect the mind and consciousness.

Although some academic literature explores the relationship between body modification and consciousness in works such as Neuromancer or Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep, there is a lack of real-world data and evidence to support such studies.

Therefore, I need to change my research topic, as the current one is somewhat “risky.” Many of the academic papers on the subject are quite dated, and my supervisor believes that cyberpunk, as a subculture, is more of a conceptual framework that hasn’t seen much recent development. As a result, academic literature on this topic tends to have temporal limitations.

New direction:

My teacher suggested that I could consider exploring a topic related to animation and people with disabilities, as it involves many interdisciplinary fields. The scope of research is broad, and it would be possible to find academic papers from various disciplines as references.

I think this is a good direction because during my undergraduate studies, I took a course related to people with disabilities, so I’m not completely unfamiliar with this field—I already have some real-world context to draw from.

Before taking that course, my impression of people with disabilities was similar to most people’s—I had some stereotypes since I don’t often meet people with disabilities in daily life, I didn’t really know how to interact with them. For example, when seeing someone in a wheelchair, I might instinctively squat down to talk to them at eye level, or offer help even when they didn’t ask for it.

But actually, many people with disabilities just want to be treated equally. They don’t want to be seen as a special group or receive extra care unless they really need it. They are strong and independent inside, and often don’t want too much attention or special treatment.

In animation and film, people with disabilities are often shown as weak, dependent, or always needing help. Because of this, the public may naturally assume that they always rely on others and are just people who need to be taken care of.

How animated characters or animation itself support people with disabilities, and whether these works provide positive representation or reinforce public stereotypes seems to be a topic worth researching. So I started looking for some materials on this subject.

When I did research, I fouled Shape arts platform:

https://www.shapearts.org.uk

This platform helps creative people with disabilities get involved in the creation of art, where they are involved in three main areas, art projects that work with people with disabilities, such as ‘Another Day- James Lake Cardboard animation’.

They create some projects that document the social history of people with disabilities, access counseling, and training, in which the platform provides many commission and collaboration opportunities for artists with disabilities, as well as financial support and advocacy.

In this way, the art platform provides opportunities for artists and people with disabilities who want to participate in collaborative animation or art projects, increase exposure, and receive funding for their creation and life.

“Another Day – James Lake | Cardboard animation | Shape Arts”

James Lake: the winner of the 2023 Adam Reynolds Award, he win £10K.

He collaborated with Shape Arts to turn these cardboard sculptures into a dynamic animation project titled Another Day – James Lake | Cardboard Animation | Shape Arts.

His use of cardboard as a sculptural material reflects the main character’s concerns about the cost of living, environmental pollution, and social inclusion.

In the animation, the protagonist creates a bird out of cardboard. The bird takes flight, traveling to a place the protagonist has never been before, where it witnesses a beautiful and inspiring scene—symbolizing hope, freedom, and the desire to connect with the wider world.

So I think when people with disabilities become creators and take control of the storytelling, audiences can finally see a true reflection of their lives through animation.

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Week 5 Continue read literature and write notes

During this week, I continued to read the literature and organize my notes. Again, I use figma for organizing, and you can use this link to access my notes: https://www.figma.com/design/QjAnVdX2n1Zj64psJeOYtJ/Untitled–Copy-?node-id=0-1&t=nLAbTPyfSu80DCIT-1

Whether the body is the subject or the object, whether we can judge the difference between human and bionic life from the body structure?

How to define human nature?
What makes us unique is our memories or our voluntary responses to the outside world?

When reading these literatures, I will have such questions, and the main inspiration for me is this paper:

McCarron, K. (1995) ‘Corpses, animals, machines and mannequins: The body and cyberpunk’, Cyberspace/Cyberbodies/Cyberpunk: Cultures of Technological Embodiment, pp. 261–274. doi:10.4135/9781446250198.n15.

Screenshots of some unorganized notes
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Week 4 Read literature and write notes

This week’s work is mainly to read literature, and make some notes, and then sorted out according to logic.

First of all, cyberpunk is a rather heavy and serious theme,it’s not something light or easy. When I was reading some literature, I noticed that many plots in early cyberpunk novels actually refer to real life issues in society. Knowing that these stories were inspired by real events, and that the people behind those events may have suffered, is quite a sad realization.

I have summarize my notes on figma, which can also be accessed via this link:

https://www.figma.com/design/QjAnVdX2n1Zj64psJeOYtJ/Untitled–Copy-?node-id=0-1&t=nLAbTPyfSu80DCIT-1

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Week 3 Research and develop the thesis topic

Last week, I decided to focus on the theme of cyberpunk and body modification for my research. This week, I plan to search for relevant literature on google scholar to gain a deeper understanding of this field.

Before move into the literature search, I also did some online research. Through this, I discovered that there are significant differences between Western and Japanese cyberpunk in many aspects.

American style cyberpunk

Neuromancer, Blade Runner, The Matrix

Dystopia, corporate dominance, individual rebellion, hacker culture

Technology brings alienation and oppression, often portrayed negatively

Machines and humans are in opposition, with a focus on individual freedom

Criticism of capitalism, tendencies toward liberalism

Japanese style cyberpunk

Ghost in the Shell, Akira, BLAME

Cyberspace, identity, collective consciousness, fusion of humans and machines

Technology is part of social progress, but raises philosophical questions

Human-machine fusion, exploring the philosophical question: Who am I

Metaphors for collectivism and state control

American cyberpunk always portrays the negative effects of technology, while Japanese cyberpunk makes people think about the deep relationship between people and technology.

In American cyberpunk, the idea of humans vs. machines and the dystopian world often comes from people’s distrust of big companies and capitalism. This sense of crisis makes people feel the gap between social classes, leading to one of the most classic cyberpunk themes: high tech, low life Rich people live in luxury and breathe clean air, while the poor can’t even afford a meal.

You can also see this in Arcane. For example, the council members live in Piltover, a city full of flowers and sunlight. But the pollution from their industries sent through pipes down to the lower city, Zaun.

Bibliography:

Cavallaro, D. (2007) Cyberpunk and cyberculture: Science fiction and the work of William Gibson. London: Continuum.

Ertung, C. (1970) Bodies that [don’t] matter : Feminist cyberpunk and transgressions of bodily boundaries, Hacettepe Üniversitesi Edebiyat Fakültesi Dergisi – EFD. Available at: https://kutuphane.dogus.edu.tr/mvt/pdf.php?pdf=0012480&lng=0 (Accessed: 15 February 2025).

Goicoechea, M. (2008) ‘The posthuman ethos in cyberpunk science fiction’, CLCWeb: Comparative Literature and Culture, 10(4). doi:10.7771/1481-4374.1398.

Gomel, E. (2018) ‘Recycled dystopias: Cyberpunk and the end of history’, Arts, 7(3), p. 31. doi:10.3390/arts7030031.

Haraway, D.J. (2018) Cyborg manifesto. Victoria, British Columbia: Camas Books.

Fekete , J. (1992) Science fiction studies, John Fekete- The Post-Liberal Mind/Body, Postmodern Fiction, and the Case of Cyberpunk SF. Available at: https://www.depauw.edu/sfs/review_essays/fek58.htm (Accessed: 15 February 2025).

McCarron, K. (1995) ‘Corpses, animals, machines and mannequins: The body and cyberpunk’, Cyberspace/Cyberbodies/Cyberpunk: Cultures of Technological Embodiment, pp. 261–274. doi:10.4135/9781446250198.n15.

Sato, K. (2004) How information technology has (not) changed feminism and japanism: Cyberpunk in the Japanese context, Comparative Literature Studies. Available at: https://muse.jhu.edu/article/174105/summary (Accessed: 15 February 2025).

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Week 1 and Week 2 Understanding the thesis proposal and literature review and develop thesis topic

Since the class in the first week was cancelled, I combined the progress of Week 1 and Week 2.


During these two weeks, the teacher mainly introduced how to write a thesis proposal, why we need to write a proposal, and some important points to keep in mind when writing a literature review.

1. How to write a thesis proposal?

At first, it felt a bit abstract, because the word “proposal” sounded distant and formal. I’m not very confident in academic research and writing. However, the teacher explained it in a very practical way—the core purpose of a proposal is simply to let others understand what you want to research, how you plan to do it, and whether your plan is realistic. The structure is also quite clear: research question, methodology, literature, and a basic outline of chapters.

I began to realize that writing a proposal is actually a chance to organize my research plan in advance. It helps define the direction of the thesis. The first step is to decide on a topic and general area, and then start searching for related literature. The teacher mentioned that during the literature search, you will usually start to get a clearer idea of how to narrow down your research focus.

2. Why write a proposal?

A proposal isn’t just something to hand in—it’s meant to help you avoid getting lost during your research. At some point in the writing process, everyone hits a moment of “What am I even doing?” The proposal is there to build a roadmap in advance, so you at least have a clear idea of what you’re trying to do.

Of course, things will probably change along the way, but having a starting point is much better than having nothing at all.

3. Is a literature review just a book report?

I was actually quite confused about this part. I’ve read a lot of references, but when it came to writing, I was worried about quoting too much and simply piling up materials. The teacher said that a literature review isn’t about showing how many books I’ve read; it’s about explaining why these books are relevant to my research. Therefore, the literature I choose should align with my research topic.

This shifted my perspective: I’m not just summarizing what others have said, but thinking about how I can use their viewpoints to support my research. And I also need to use the Harvard referencing format.

I’ve also been thinking, should I include viewpoints I personally disagree with? Should I analyze the views in the literature from different angles—whose ideas are similar, and who contradicts whom? Do their viewpoints have limitations based on time or gender? This is actually a process of critical reflection.

The teacher mentioned that we can freely explore topics related to our FMP. For my FMP, I have developed three potential stories, which I have also mentioned in other course blogs. Now, I will introduce them.

The Cyberpunk Escape: A High-Speed Chase

The first story takes place in a futuristic cyberpunk city. A mercenary steals a powerful gene orb, triggering a citywide lockdown. With the gates closing, she must escape before it’s too late. The entire animation revolves around a thrilling chase sequence.

This story is the one I am most eager to explore in-depth. I have always been fascinated by the topic of artificial mechanical life, and I’ve played many games with similar themes, such as NieR: Automata and Detroit: Become Human. I find it very interesting to explore these topics from an academic perspective.

The Puppeteer’s Dilemma – A Story of Tradition or dream and Survival

The second story is about an elderly puppeteer, a profession that is now considered an intangible cultural heritage in China. I discovered that few young people learn this craft today because it doesn’t provide financial stability. Even in ancient times, puppeteers struggled to make a living.

This story takes place in a ruined temple during a harsh snowstorm. The puppeteer, cold and impoverished, realizes he is running out of firewood. He faces a difficult choice: should he burn his puppets to survive, or preserve his dream at the cost of his life?

Through research, I became deeply fascinated by the struggles of traditional artisans. This story resonated with me because it highlights the sacrifices artists make for their passion. It also made me reflect on the fragility of cultural heritage and how many traditional arts are at risk of fading away.

This story is actually inspired by Strange Stories from a Chinese Studio (聊斋) and folk legends. The main narrative comes from records in ancient Chinese texts, but with a twist. In this version, the protagonist appears through the lens of a camera. As someone who can see ghosts, he hides in a ruined temple on a snowy night and meets a puppeteer and his puppet. During their conversation, the puppeteer complains that his profession and the puppet have left him poor, and then begins to perform for the protagonist. After the performance, the puppet suddenly comes to life, confronts the puppeteer, and then throws itself into the fire.

This folk narrative is quite interesting because at the very beginning, it’s stated that the protagonist can see ghosts. So, the puppeteer and the puppet might actually be ghosts. It’s possible that they have been frozen to death in the ruined temple long ago. This suggests that the puppeteer had already made the choice between burning the puppet to stay warm and holding onto his dream.

Inspired by this folk tale, I depicted the puppeteer’s choice to stick to his dreams. He is like the little match girl, who ends up freezing to death beside a dying fire.

Although the ending is not very happy, it does reflect the reality faced by many folk performers and artisans. They cannot earn enough from passing down their skills and are faced with the decision of changing professions. This has led to the disappearance of many forms of intangible cultural heritage.

This is also a very interesting topic, as it brings up the issue of passing down traditional arts.

The Magic Hat – A Reflection on Gacha Games

The third story initially started as a critique of the gacha mechanics in pay-to-win games. However, after discussing it with my teacher, I realized that it could be reimagined as a more warm story with happy ending.

The story follows a young girl who receives a mysterious package containing a magic hat. She discovers that by pulling objects from the hat, she can get animals—even rare creatures like unicorns. Excited, she continues drawing, spending all the coins in her piggy bank. But no matter how many times she tries, she never gets the unicorn she wants.

In the end, although she didn’t get the unicorn she most desired, she gained many animal friends. This story doesn’t seem to develop into an interesting thesis topic.